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Princess_Bubs 
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 8:49pm |
They say lightening doesn't strike twice, but I have just lost my second baby. I am sad, angry, frustrated, and just lost.
I saw a perfect and strong heartbeat at 7.2 weeks and today I saw a 9.1 week baby with a little head, a little nose, and little ears but no heartbeat.
It's just not fair and I can't believe my body has failed me again.
I'm booked in for a D and C tomorrow which terrifies me but at least it's over physically quickly.
I'm so sorry for everyone in here, it's so awful that anyone has to go through this once, let alone multiple times 
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 8:53pm |
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Didn't want to read and run, Hugs hun, one m/c is hard enough let alone more, big hugs hun
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 8:55pm |
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I'm so sorry for your loss
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 8:55pm |
Oh no, no, no!! I'm so very sorry
(((HUGS)))
Will be thinking of you tomorrow
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 9:02pm |
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 9:23pm |
Oh no, that's awful news, Princess_Bubs! Its horrible enough to experience once, that's so not fair that's happened again.
Big big hugs, hope the D & C goes smoothly and the physical and emotional recovery doesn't take too long. I hope you have great family and friends that can be there to help and support you.
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 10:05pm |
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Oh Princess Bubs, I am so very, very sorry.
That's just so unfair.
Sending you lots of love and hugs, I'll be thinking of you hun xx
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Posted: 21 February 2011 at 11:21pm |
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Oh Princess bubs, huge hugs, if it helps to talk about it, do, there are listening ears out there.
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 12:12am |
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Our Angel July 08  Gone but not forgotten
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 5:16am |
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 8:06am |
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:( Massive hugs to you chick..
I've had a missed mc and a natural mc too..and *hugs* it's just so heartbreaking..
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 8:44am |
Oh PB! I'm so heartbroken for you 
I'm so sorry you have to go through this again
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 9:41am |
Take care PB, you are a gorgeous girl and you will get your little bundle of joy one day soon. I guess for some of us the journey to motherhood is not as straight forward as for others. I have no doubts in my heart that all the pain and sadness some of us have to go through will be worth it in the end.
Take care and let us know how you are. I wish I was closer, I'd come and have a coffee with you 
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 9:51am |
Oh no! I am sooo sorry to hear that PB Hugest of huge hugs coming your way. Thinking of you today sweets xxx
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 9:52am |
I'm so sorry Princess Bubs
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 1:20pm |
PB its so sad, I am so sorry to hear your news.
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 7:42pm |
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PB I'm so sorry for your loss hun! I can't even begin to understand what you are going through.
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 8:54pm |
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i am so completely gutted to read this PB :(
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 8:56pm |
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My love I am so very sorry! I am so very, very, very sorry!!!!!
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Posted: 22 February 2011 at 9:03pm |
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Aww honey it breaks my heart to read that, I am so sorry for your loss, I know words don't offer much in the way of consolation but I really do feel for you. I lost two bubbies before Olivia and was so angry with my body for failing me. Seek help and support, allow yourself to grieve, but don't give up. Big hugs beautiful, we're all here for you *kiss*
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