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    Posted: 20 October 2008 at 8:50am

7 years ago today it was a Monday (that is a little freaky for me as well) and at about 10am I started bleeding heavily. At 12pm I went to the dr at City Doctors in Palmy and was told "I am sorry you are misscarrying". At 20 years of age this was still a shock and upset.

How do I say goodbye ... when I didn't get to say hello?
I want so bad to keep you ... how do I let you go?
I have so many dreams, so much love I want to share
There's nothing I can do ...why is life unfair?
You're my perfect angel...I dreamed you long ago
I never got to hold you but it breaks my heart to let you go
The pain and confusion I feel inside
I can not explain...I can not describe
God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep
I will love you in my heart ... it's all I get to keep
you are blessed my child ... you're in heaven up above
You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love
Hush my little baby...you need not ever cry
You were always wanted!  I wish you didn't die
You'll be my sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night
Reach for God's hand and go to the light
I would rather endure the pain of losing you right now
Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow
I was blessed to have you briefly...even though I have to let you go
I wish I knew the reason but I guess I'll never know

I'll Never Know
By LisaMarie Emerle

I was a puree feeder, forward facing, cot sleeping, pram pushing kind of Mum... and my kids survived!
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that's a beautiful poem.

thinking of you today, wow 20 years old is so young to have to go through a miscarriage (although obviously not "easy" at any age). Take care xx
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What a beautiful poem hun
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And to complete our family, our princess has arrived
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aw that was so beautiful.

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What a beautiful poem
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that poem says it all! it is beautiful and true....
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