I have that sinking feeling

Well, it's more a heavy dragging imminent-AF feeling which means that I've probably got a day, maybe 2 before it hits early, and definitely earlier than I was hoping in order to squeek into our IVF cycle at the beginning of March. Things look set to be pushed back by an entire month courtesy of my, again, traitorous body!

3.5 years or so vs a month isn't really anything at all, I know, but it's the principal of the thing!

Still, there are advantages - another months income in the bank, if it works in April then I'll have a full whack of leave to be paid out for if I finish work in December, I can buy my boots () and I think I can probably get a facial before the IVF cycle starts too .

It's possible it's just messing with me, but I seriously doubt it'll be holding out till next Friday/Saturday to do its thing. It does explain why I was in a random grump yesterday though

I just want this over. I want the cycle to start, I want it to have worked, or not, as long as I have a result and can move on, and I want everything to stop being so uncertain.

Whinge over

Hugs!

Hope everything works out for ya

He He Kazzle. I LOVE the boots Ginger. Why don't you two pairs - maybe they have some with blue polka dots too!!!!!!
Hugs for how you are feeling. The uncertainty must be really hard. And even though I disagree with Kaz s opinion on the boots I do agree that you should go and do some spending!!!!

Do you think you could be held afloat by boots??

Hugs Ginger, I hope the time goes quick until you can start your IVF and that the outcome is wonderful!

So far so good - no AF yet. I'm hoping that the curse of TTC will hit me and the stressing will keep it away! (you know how when you're TTC and you think about it so much it disappears for extra days sometimes? )

And, I'll be spending every morning this week hoping like nobody's business praying that it stays away until at least lunch because then day 1 is the next day.

I've decided against the boots in the end. Super strong Ginger!